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Monday, November 17, 2008 !@#$% 11:52:00 PM
Sometimes promises are meant to be broken, while some are not... Apparently, I'm not one who love to keep promises for long, but I'll try to as long as I have the might:) I'm turning back to the same old person again... Drinking, slacking, doing moronic stuff over and over again... Just because that is me...Simple huh? When I remember the times when he treat me well, I will always remember how he avoids me... Guess that's part of a scorpio...Holding grudge is something I do very well... When someone treats me real good, I'll remember with all my heart and soul...For life maybe... The same goes for holding grudge, for life, I will... Somehow, I just hate people avoiding me without even giving me any valid reasons... But on the other hand, I am avoiding him as well, because I feel like a fool whenever I see him... Willingly follow his ideas...Why so stupid? Real Fact #1: A goldfish's memory span is three seconds. I seriously wish that my memory span is only three seconds...I really do, at least I wouldn't have to remember so many things around me...
I guess this would be the last time I'll be looking at this Snapple bottle cap...I wonder how long it would be there if I am not throwing it away...But too bad...It'll not have a chance to stay there in that stupid shoe box anymore... I am just too foolish to even keep this when he is avoiding me...hahahahahaha...Funny huh? I don't wanna be that foolish...Really...Being foolish at times can be good, but definitely not all the time:( I never knew that I can seriously choose friends over love...I didn't believe Mr. Tung the last time when we argued about spending too much time with my friends...But seriously, friends are more important to me...In the past, now and in the future...It'll be the same way...I can never live in a world without friends... People come and go in my life, I believe that statement. But not all of them are like this...For now, I am sure that there are way too many of them taking up my life and staying with me...I guess there's no way I can shake them off for the rest of my life huh? I really love their company... Time to focus on the hatred part I guess...hahahaha...It'll be impossible to forget about it, but I'll try...With the amount of hatred, I guess I could...But friends would have been better, really:) Thank you for those who left their footprints in my life, and they are still leaving more footprints in my life...That'll make a very very messy picture, but a lovely one... I am currently listening to Plain White T's, their music can really bring the life out of me=D A song that I've randomly found, its one of those oldies, really really nice...Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow - Plain White T's, I hereby dedicate this song to all of you who are reading my blog now...Their version of the song is much more fun, more for me...Oh well, remember to load the song and listen to it:) |
