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Thursday, September 11, 2008 !@#$% 11:35:00 PM
My bruise changed color man!Woo~From green to red!!! HAHAHAHA! I wanna go out! Gotta get alot of things done man... Painting, printing, making posters...OMG! I'm an applied science student man!Why must I do all these design stuff(=.=) Always complain and complain...That's all you guy can do to me huh? What does it prove?Does making me feel inferior satisfy you guys? Well...Have fun...Whatever I wanna do, none of you are on my side, even if I did something right, you guys just take it for granted, say that I AM supposed to do all those stuff...Fine... Have fun with your life, and I'll be a sponger for life, sponging on all of you... When I get myself a dream job, everyone opposes me, when I can't get a job, all of you make a big fuss out of it...So what do you all want? Why not I just stay at homebe a maid? And you guys can pay me for what I do? That isn't so bad what...But you all won't get it into your minds! Only know how to tell me that everything is for my own good, have you guys ever thought of what I really want? You all thinks that I'm not mature enough, but think, if I'm not, you guys wouldn't even see me around anymore... Everything that I do is what you all wants me to do, do anyone even bother about what I want? I don't wanna be your puppet, get someone else to be that obedient puppet of yours!! Whenever something goes wrong, all the blame would be pushed to me, even when I have nothing to do with it at all! What sort of family is this?I wish dad was around, I really wish... At least there would be someone there to support me and allow me to rant while I cry! At least he bothered about what I want! Even if he didn't allow me to do my design diploma, at least he bothered to listen, before he refute what I want! I wished that the one who left was not dad but me...I really do... The sense of me being redundant in this family is getting more and more stronger... I should just leave as soon as I can... This is what you guys call a family? I hope I won't be in one of that anymore... |