I can't feel that anymore...It's no longer there...
I guess, it left me long long ago...
Can't seem to get things right no matter how hard I try...
Losing grip...I can't hold on when there's nothing for me to hold onto right?
Everything's gone...Ending...
I wanna leave...I wanna go...AWAY!
Hide and be a coward, cause I am one...
Can't get things into my mind now...
My mind have this amorphous region...so concentrated...
I don't even want to do anything to that...
Maybe i'm just getting used to it...
Used to he pain?And hurting others...
That's something I'm very good at...

To all those whom I've hurt: I'm sorry...

I need to drink more...Alot more...Drinking spree is so gonna start!
So soon that you guys wouldn't even know that I've been drinking...
I wanna sing out loud, laugh out loud, scream out loud(impossible for me), cry out loud...
I don't wanna hide...But what else can I do other than hiding?
It's the best way out for me...Avoid...That is what I am going to do...bye.

I can't feel that anymore...It's no longer there...
I guess, it left me long long ago...
Can't seem to get things right no matter how hard I try...
Losing grip...I can't hold on when there's nothing for me to hold onto right?
Everything's gone...Ending...
I wanna leave...I wanna go...AWAY!
Hide and be a coward, cause I am one...
Can't get things into my mind now...
My mind have this amorphous region...so concentrated...
I don't even want to do anything to that...
Maybe i'm just getting used to it...
Used to he pain?And hurting others...
That's something I'm very good at...

To all those whom I've hurt: I'm sorry...

I need to drink more...Alot more...Drinking spree is so gonna start!
So soon that you guys wouldn't even know that I've been drinking...
I wanna sing out loud, laugh out loud, scream out loud(impossible for me), cry out loud...
I don't wanna hide...But what else can I do other than hiding?
It's the best way out for me...Avoid...That is what I am going to do...bye.