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Sunday, August 31, 2008 !@#$% 9:34:00 PM
Why can't they just tell me what is happening? Am I not needed?Am I really useless to you all? Ever since that happened, nobody told me anything... I just feel that I'm redundant, not needed at all... My presence doesn't make any difference at all... Everyone keep things from me... I wanna know what is happening, why are you all sad... But none of you wanna tell me anything...As if I'm not needed at all... I might not able to help, but at least I wanna know what is going on... Why is it so hard for me to communicate with you all? Am I really that useless to all of you? Am I only around to take money from you all to spend? Why is everything that I've done always seems wrong... Why can't I do something to make you all proud of me? Why must it be like this? Everyone's living their life... Mummy complains all the time, I wanna be able to help too... But I have no power to...Maybe I shouldn't have remain behind... Should have left long ago...Leave for a worse or a better place? I don't know... Maybe it would be a relief for me now... |