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Saturday, July 5, 2008 !@#$% 11:06:00 PM
I know its kinda early...But...I don't want to celebrate my own birthday... Celebrating for others is fine...But mine, I prefer to just have it like a normal day... Whenever it comes to my birthday...People would somehow forget about it... Even my family forget about it... So I don't see a point in celebrating it... No wishings are needed...No presents are need...Just live it as a usual day... Isn't it better?At least when people forget about it, I wouldn't feel so sour... I like presents...I love them...But somehow...getting presents are no longer what I can have... Whenever others get me presents...I feel guilty...I don't know why...I'm just plain weird... Its like I owe them stuff whenever they get me things... I don't like people to give me empty promises either...People gives me lotsa empty promises... Getting tired to it already... If you can't do it...just say you can't...I'm not forcing you or what...At least don't give me any empty promises...Gives me hope and what do I get in the end?Disappointments? So...I wanna have no celebrations for my birthday...Don't even wish me...I would feel weird... Because I'm weird... |
