I am furious.
I am pissed.
I am hating myself more and more each day.
Vicky said that I don't know how to appreciate my life.


How can I appreciate it when there's so many regrets I have in life.
All these regrets giving me moreproblems day by day.
I want to appreciate it too.
But how can I be content with what I have when I'm a greedy person?

I face the fact. But when I'm infront of people, I will just act as though I'm brainless and I don't need to learn anything.
Perhaps I'm just brainless.
But how can i appreciate a life that is always failing me?

I want to change it.
Maybe changing everything, forgetting everything would do.
Changing and forgetting every single thing.
Good or bad.

What do I need the least now?
Things that triggers every single thoughts of mine.

I am furious.
I am pissed.
I am hating myself more and more each day.
Vicky said that I don't know how to appreciate my life.


How can I appreciate it when there's so many regrets I have in life.
All these regrets giving me moreproblems day by day.
I want to appreciate it too.
But how can I be content with what I have when I'm a greedy person?

I face the fact. But when I'm infront of people, I will just act as though I'm brainless and I don't need to learn anything.
Perhaps I'm just brainless.
But how can i appreciate a life that is always failing me?

I want to change it.
Maybe changing everything, forgetting everything would do.
Changing and forgetting every single thing.
Good or bad.

What do I need the least now?
Things that triggers every single thoughts of mine.