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Sunday, June 8, 2008 !@#$% 10:21:00 PM
thinking...

Hi guys!I'm here...I've been learning how to play Boston on the piano...Seems so fun and somehow what I've played sounds alright now...Just that I have to link them together slowly and don't lose track of what I'm playing=} Satisfied...

While practising the song on bobby's piano, I was thinking about other things that had been bothering me...Maybe cause of that, I lost concentration and didn't get to link the melody up properly...

Was thinking whether everything that happen is for real or just due to curiosity...It seems so nice and perfect as its what I yearned for...But somehow it seems so faraway when I tried to get close to it...

When everything seems so fine...They leave me in doubts of myself and them...Pondering whether all these are real...Or is it part of my déjà vu-like dream?Which can never be true...

Laura said I should ask questions to clear my doubts and so do piggie...But piggie also told me something...Since everything is out now...Whatever would be mine is mine, no point wondering so much and messing my mind up...At least I am standing here on my own...And not drowning myself in sorrows...But trying my best to look at things the way they are and not try to change them...There's no reason why I should change them when I know things happen now because of fate...

People said that ones fate is to be controlled in thy hands...But i think otherwise...It does not happen to everyone in this way...For some, they choose to believe that their fate is already written and what they have to do is to follow the steps given by god and see no point to opposing it...Sometimes, we can't choose to accept any of these, we do not have a choice in the first place...The choice is yours, whether you grab hold of it or let it slip through your fingertips like flowing water...How many more chances would you get?Nobody knows...

I have no idea what am I writing either...I shall stop here and most probably I'll go rebond my hair tomorrow!!!MUMMY!!!I WANNA REBOND MY HAIR!!!

Chios~~~


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