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Friday, June 20, 2008 !@#$% 11:09:00 PM
pausing in time

I wanna be able to have my own time capsule...Capturing all the moments in life...Allow me to reflect and think back...Remember the times of good and bad...It's part of my life...

Life...
Where good and bad times co-exist...Where memories would be what you are left of in the end...Being empty through life would still give you some memories of it...
Kinship, friendship, relationship...Everything would makes up part of life...
The bits and pieces of life are actually moments that we tend to remember...They may seem insignificant to others...But to yourself, you would know the true meaning of them...

What can I do to keep every moment intact with each other and not lose them to the changing times and environment...I wanna remember everything...Things which are good and bad...No matter what would become of me...It's always better than not having any memory...
So empty, so dead...

Question: Would it be a sign that I have never lived life before?

I don't want that to happen to me...Doubting whether I lived life before or not...If I have a choice, I would want to live a short but yet memorabe life...Instead of leading a long and empty life...It'll be even harder for me to live life isn't it...

Laura said that I seem moody...I guess I am...all these reflections can really drain the life out of me...I wanna feel happy...But somehow...I'm too tired to do that...Thinking about things happening...I don't wanna be moody anymore...I want to lead my happy life...Not back into the emoness...

I need a drink...I need to cry...I need to find a form of outlet...

Can I ever do that again?Can I ever have that memorable life I always longed for?Would I have my time capsule?Or would I lose track of time and have no more memories left for the rest of my life?It is too early for me to conclude right now...I wish I wish I wish...

Outlet...Drink, eat, cry, sleep, help?What do I need most now?

What???


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