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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 !@#$% 10:49:00 PM
hello... I've been looking through my photo albums with my mum today...I realized that the smiles tht I got when I was younger were so genuine and well, I can say I have no worries at that time... If I have to find some stuff to worry about might be what to eat, play or when to sleep... Everything else would be taken care of by my parents...So I just have to stretch my arms out to them for anything I need or want... But for now...I've grown up through all these years...All these things that I used to have somehow became my worries...I can't stretch out my hands to get what I want again...I have to put in effort for them if I want them... I want what I want and need...So I have to work my way through for them...No matter what, its still my life...I can't depend on others for everything...Seems rather useless of me to do that...I want to be useful and not useless...hahaha... Oh ya...I have to retake my O' Level Maths next year in order for me to graduated from RP...Seriously screw RP system...First they say its alright if we got a D7 for our Maths, but now, they say that its a requirement for us to pass our Maths...If we are in year 3 now and they tell us that, I guess we would go on a riot...HAHAHAHA xD I still haven't start my PP yet...Gonna start during this weekend I guess...Need to do some research about it... I am finally saving some money for what I need...yeah~~ Went window shopping with har gao last saturday...Found lots of clothes which I like...Gave her a present for her birthday too...She seems to like it=}} I'm glad... I have an ambition...I wanna be a designer and a owner of my own bar...I'll work hard for that...Hope to see my dreams come true after I graduate...Maybe they'll come true within 5-10years after I graduate...Don't wanna rush for them to come true either...Maybe the designer part I'll rush for it...But the bar...hmmm...Maybe when I find the right place, time and chance to start, I would definitely go for it...But before that, I'll just standby and observe... All I have to say today...I wanna be happy again!Genuinely happy... |