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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 !@#$% 6:32:00 PM
Hi guys...I'm here I'm here!!!(*O*) Ok, I'm hyper now...Too hungry=p Feel like going to the beach suddenly...I need the sun and the sea at the same time!!!Maybe tsunami would workXD Just kidding...Oh well, the sudden urge of going to the beach didn't really change my daily routine...Slept till 4plus this afternoon, it rained around 1plus and my window was wide open...Nearly got my room floated by rain water(=.=) Found out something really stupid...The toaster I have at home is SPOILED!!!Can't even reheat my bread={ In the end I fried them...Made scramble eggs and ham for the sandwich=}HAPPY!!!But I'm still hungry...Mummy's bringing food back for me...Whee~~~ Some random thoughts I have: Rejections, they might be cruel and hurtful...But sometimes they do you good...Helps you think of what you want and make you realise there's things or people around you that you've been neglecting all these while...Not bad huh? But sometimes, people tend to dwell in further after rejections...Thinking what did they done wrong or they did not do enough...Or maybe whether they are good enough for things that they want...Pretty weird...These are my thoughts...Maybe you would think otherwise... Thinking stimulates your brain and actions...Things doesn't follow your way either...But sometimes, stand in a different point of view to look at things...They would look much better that way...But not what you really want...Learning to accept things are what we have to do and now I'm trying to do that... Don't expect others to change for you...Look at a different angle, aren't they who they are and you like them that way???So why not appreciate them as who they are...And life would be much enjoyable and less torturing right? Had been thinking these few days...Thought it through already...Everything should be how they look like now...No changes for me...Don't have much energy to change everything to what I want them to be...Let nature take its path...Best way out=} Hope is not what it takes...Reality is what I need...Something real and true not like illusions...Left there and feel abandon...Nothing hurts more than that when you know you deserves more...So emotional lo...ahahahaXD Was rather impressed by my random thoughts...Didn't know that I think that deeply... Something great that happened to me=} Oh ya...I walked into a pillar yesterday...got a bruise on my handXD Stopping here...Wanna go to the beach...Would anyone go with me??? Chios~~~ |
