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Sunday, May 4, 2008 !@#$% 2:19:00 AM
Am I overwhelmed with emotions??

Hi guys...I'm back to share my thoughts with you...

Chat randomly with him...He told me something...Said that the girl he like won't like him...I have nothing to comment on that as I know what the girl really needs...So I asked him whether he wanna go for a booze when the holidays start...He said yes...Only when she goes too...If not he wouldn't go...

This time round, when he told me things about him and that girl, nothing came to my mind...Just nothing...I can still laugh and make fun of that...Something's wrong with me?Maybe...Much more occupied on something else...Am I worthy to have friends treating me so well when I didn't notice or bother about their effort...I seriously sound like a bastard friend to people out there...I don't treasure anything...Only when I loss them, I realise their importance...Their value to me which I never knew...

Feel like the world would collapse if I loss anything that important to me...It only happened thrice...When people I really love died...I still love them now...Just that I can't see them anymore...Their faces are printed out and their in the photo albums...I can't seem to muster up my courage to flip through the albums...I feel guilty...Guilty of not treasuring them when their around...I cried...But somehow I've forgotten how they look like...

What a coward...Life is short...Who knows when I would say adios to this world...I hope that I have a shorter life...I don't need to live long to see the world change...At least I know that I'm alive now...I don't wanna feel the pain of people leaving me again when I need them most...Those who are left behind feel the pain not those who leave...

Sounds like my last words huh???How I wish it is...I miss him again...But this time round...I'm telling myself not to think about him anymore...and I mean it this time...What's the point of me hanging on when he still thinks of that girl...That perfect girl...

I shall let go...and I'm not overwhelmed with emotions...Stopping here...

Chios~~~


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