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Sunday, April 20, 2008 !@#$% 7:26:00 PM
Hi guys...It's a sunday...And I'm stayong at home...Kinda boring I know...But many things are running through my mind... Can't stop thinking about him and things happening to me for these few months...Many things happened...But somehow...some of them keeps me dwelling over the past...How I wish I can go back in time and grab hold of everything when I could and not let them slip off my fingertips...Leaving me in regrets... I'm a liar...A very bad liar...I not only lie to people around me...I lie to myself as well...Making it look as if its the fault of reality...But deep down inside...I knowthat its just me and my conscience...Perhaps I don't have one... Guess that being happy is not something that I can accomplish so easily now...But at least I tried very hard to be happy for the past week...Something good... Having headaches right now...And so many things are running through my mind right now...Adding on to the pain...Seems like I'm going to collapse anytime...Maybe I should just grab a shoulder to cry now...Stop crying on my pillows...They're rotting faster than expected... I really need some hugs an time to cry out loud infront of people...Hiding from things really kinda piss me off nowadays...So hard to hide myself=P I have a wishlist now... [=+*Things to get/done*+=] *1* Brown Converse Highcut Shoes *2* A New Job *3* New Set of Red Headphones *4* For Him To Realise Everything *5* BE MYSELF ONCE AGAIN!!! Chios My Darlings~~~ |
