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Saturday, March 22, 2008 !@#$% 4:09:00 AM
HIHI!! I am here to blog again...wonder how many of you are reading... Went for a short getaway at a chalet with my classmates...suppose to feel more relax but it seems to be the different way for me... A brief description about my chalet trip... The first day was totally fine and nothing special happened...But the second day just went nuts!!! Caught myself in an accident with my friend...i got most of the injury though...didn't really want to accept his help to stand up after my fall...got a deep cut on my right foot...some small cuts and bruises on my left leg...nice huh???after that fall...I sort of went blank for a moment...can't really remember what my friends were saying when they were crowding around me...can't really hear anything at that time...only remember my friend saying sorry... That was the worst day of my life so far...got into an accident...ran into a mud puddle and got bitten by two gigantic red ants thanks to a stupid couple who just keeps walking towarsd my direction when i rang my bell to shoo them off...came to apologise with sarcasm...zuo ren agar agar jiu hao hor!!!THANK AH=.= then got into another accident which I have a near escape...oh gosh...I couldn't imagine myself getting pass my day like this... After the trip I realised that drew still likes the girl he liked...so sad...and as usual...he still doesn't know that I like him in secretly...I can sort of sense that the girl he like have some feelings for him as well...but I don't think its the right time for her to say it out... Guess that I have to give up huh???what else can I do???I can't possibly stand there and wait for drew to fall in love with me huh right???I know that its not possible...NO WAY AT ALL!!!maybe people would say that I'm a pessimist...but I can really sense that drew don't like me at all...the feeling that he have for me is only that for a friend...and nothing else... I seriously get myself hurt more and more each time...how much dumber can I get???Why am I always in such dilemmas trying to get myself out of the whirl pool that I got stuck in...and always trapping myself deeper in it than before... Most of my friends told me to forget about drew and start over again...But its really very hard...even they told me that it would be hard trying to forget...time is all that which matters... I wonder how much more time do I need to forget him...can somebody gimme an answer somehow??? |
