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Saturday, March 29, 2008 !@#$% 1:49:00 AM
Hi there people~ It's been awhile since I posted... I was talking to my dear cheryl lay choo just now...so long never talk to her le...still as funny as ever... Shared some stories with her and she told me that I lost a chance=[ (like always) when I said I don't like drew...She said that if I was to say that I like him...He might stop and ponder whether he like me the same way...and maybe think of the good points that I have to him... But seriously, I have meh???ahahahah=X After hearing that...I started to wonder why didn't I seek for her help back then???cheryl's so PRO in BGR thingy...ahahahah=D Maybe its just not what is in for me... Cheryl also said that I can ask my friends around me to help hint him a little here and there if I really want this...But I don't really think its time for me to do that...And my low self-esteem is really bringing me down...Always have a feeling that he don't like me the same way as I do... Having being treat as a buddy and he would ask me opinions about everything that evolves around the girl he like...His Goddess of Venus...Why must I be the one hearing all these???And why was I that stupid enough at first to tell him that there is hope... Ain't I dumb??? Dumb enough to lost a chance again in my life...How many more of these can come in my way for the rest of my life??? Hopefully blogger would be there then for me to reveal the end verdict... Am I dumb???Or just someone who loves her pride more than love??? |
